Building up, breaking down.
The heavy metal channel has been in an undefined hiatus for quite a while now, without no warning beforehand it was going to happen. Things got very complicated in my life on the past months. I’m not only talking about the standard issue of lack of time, but also about serious personal conflicts I have been trough. To be honest in this whole time, I didn’t even had brain to think on the channnel, neither anything Touhou reletead, and for that I do apologize, since none of you have the responsability of what I’m going trough right now. I promised myself that when the recent school period would end (that’s is, a week ago), I would have updated the channel and making things clear for everyone, but right now it has been over one week ago, and I don’t simply has this “spark” of updating the channel.
When I talk of the “spark” is about this feeling of listening to Touhou Music and in that moment have the whole idea (both description & Image) in my head. Right now, my interest are obeying to other type of music (Heavy Metal of course, but non Touhou Reletead). It is true I still want to share something with each and everyone of you, but in the present time I’m not listening to touhou music (not that I’m too happy with the current heavy metal touhou scene too), and if I update the channel I would just be because I want to please everyone who likes the channel. This would result in an unsatisfactory result for both sides, since I would do it quick, effortless and feelingless and you would feel that “something” is missing.
Those are the reasons of the current state of the Heavy Metal channel, but none of them justify that I didn’t let everyone what was going on. Once again, I apologize for this and I hope you can understand me. Please, do not mistake this with a goodbye message, since this is not the end of this channel. By this time pretty much everyone knows about the upcomming Xi-on album and Demetori’s word on a new one, and I can guarantee to you that there will be an update once I get my hands on this two albums. But I just wanted to let you know what happened, and what is going on.
Both KakashiMr and Moomaria have posted on their respective channels about their feelings towars the Poltergeist Mansion right now, so in case you are interested on those two channels I suggest you to go and check them out. We are not expecting anyone to change our mind on things, neither we are waiting to see the reaction that this might cause. This is just how things are in the present moment.
I personally thank to Emiya and Moomaria for all their support and good memories I built while they were part of this, and also for each everyone or you who enjoyed touhou music with us. Those who written comments and those who always lend us a hand when there was a difficult moment. I want to thank to everyone who favorited a video, to the ones that actually bought an album and supported the artists. To everyone who ever listened to Touhou music and keeps listening.
One last thing, I’m not going to delete this blog, since the poltergeist list is still active and it the links with both music and images are still ready to download.
Thanks for watching.